HI! =)

Just doing an update. Ive been in norwalk since my last post and a lot has gone on... i especially miss bonnie and jj and tara and gammy but i love spending time up here... today is my daddys birthday he's 52 years young!!!

well i got an interview with UDF in milford on monday at 11am i am so excited about i really need to start working again to keep my bills paid! haha but i would love to have my job back at NOM so hopefully some day i do but if not i'm sure i'll find another great job somewhere that i loved just as much as that one

miss you all talk to you all soon

byes :)

**Raises Glass** Here's to my Luck

Well for the past 6 months my life has gone down the shitter.... not just once or twice but like four times! i keep picking myself up dusting off and tripping and falling all over again. 

It all started when my fiancee of 3 years decides he doesnt love me anymore and instead of being a man and coming and telling me this, he decides to be a D-Bag and cheat on me wait until i find out deny it for a couple days then come out and tell me everything and tell me that he's leaving me for her because she's divorcing her HUSBAND for him... thats right folks i said husband... she was married... but whatever... i was DEVASTED beyond belief because it was like a rug being pulled out from underneath me. I moved in with my friends grandma tried starting over and it took me until about Janurary 1st to really truely understand that we were over.

During this time in December my car started going to hell in a hand basket. It started with brakes $300 in cincy drove it to Norwalk had someone else look at it he finished the brake job and put on a new exhaust for $600.... thats $900 right there! mind you my car is only worth $1500! so then after the first of the year when i was back in cincinnati we started getting our month of snow we always get my i'm in rush hour when my car dies just shuts off and wont start again. took it to pep boys they said it was the battery they replaced it i got it back that night it died again. so i took it back to pepboys after 2 days of diagnostic and $200 later it was a broken wire... one simple little freaking $100 wire... bastard... and that happened just last week....

now are you ready for the Doosie?

I have been working for a real estate development company since april 2007 i love my job love the people i work with and if they paid me more i probably would've dropped out of college to work here the rest of my life. well during this wonderful economic depression our country is going through my company starts losing money and starts laying off people... 1st round goes by i'm safe 2nd round goes by i'm safe... 3rd times a charm right? thats right today Wednesday Feburary 11th 2009 i have officially been laid off from my first job ever at the wonderful age of 22 (almost 23!!! 18 more days)

so as i sit here pretending to work for my last few days i will probably be thinking of all the horrible things that are going on in my life get really depressed go to the bar after work drive home drunk and pass out... i'm kidding... really daddy i'm just kidding! haha but it will be a very somber 3 days and then friday after i leave this office for the last time with all of my possessions i will be driving to norwalk to see the people that mean the most to me... my family... i really need daddy megan time... it is the most theraputic time even more than time with friends or other family because my daddy he understands me he pushes me far enough so i understand he's serious and still cares but doesnt push me over the edge he has just the perfect hug or the perfect look to make me ball my eyes out (hence the new years eve incident) and i'll come back to cincinnati on either sunday or monday or maybe NEXT friday and i'll be refreshed and ready to start my challenge of finding a new job and getting ready to start school again at the end of march and ready to turn my bad luck BACK into good luck... 

so until then take care

i might post more the next few days... i'll be taking lost of pictures... cause thats what i do so i'll share... here's a few just for fun!!!

My Life Story

OK! are you ready for this... its my life story... well kinda... just explains my cycle i go through

so i've been having a good week until LAST NIGHT... It started snowing around noon yesterday but i was too busy at work to leave and because they said we were only going to get 1-2 inches... dumbass weather men and women NO we got POUNDED with 8-12 inches of snow... idiots... anyways i left work at 5 pm... traffic was crawling so i wasnt too nervous well after about an hour of sitting in traffic i was on 275... moving at a rate of MAYBE 5mph and thats pushing it and my car just SHUTS OFF... yes it just SHUT OFF luckily i was able to steer it off the side of the road so i wouldnt be blocking traffic and i thats when i started to freak... i started shaking uncontrollable, crying, hyperventalating, and everything else... GOSH! so i called tara and she calmed me down... with a lot of "STOP CRYING I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU" haha she says to me alot... but anyways i calmed down and told her i was stranded and my car wouldnt start so she started with this...

Tara: do you have gas

Me: yes its full just filled it up last night

Tara: did it over heat

Me: no temperature gauge was on cool and the radiator new

Tara: will it turn over when you try to start it

Me: yes but wont start...

so she said to call bonnie and see if her brother with the durango could come get me and call my boss and see if he could come get me and if not then her and derrick would come and get me in his truck...

SO...

i called bonnie... her house first... no one answered... her cell... it has no minutes.... i started crying again... calmed my self down and called greg... he was funny the conversation kinda went like this

Greg: do you have gas

Me: yes i filled it up last night

Greg: did it over heat

Me: no the temperature gauge was in cool and the radiator is new

Greg: your car is a piece of shit

Me: thanks are you going to come and get me or not

Greg: yeah i will

haha so he came to pick me up only took him a half hour to get to me but it took us another half hour or so to get to my apartment... thanks greg owe you.... baked you cookies... lol

so while i'm waiting for greg i called my dad... conversation went like this

Dad: what happened

Me: the car just SHUT OFF

Dad: do you have gas

Me: yes i filled it up last night

Dad: did it over heat

Me: no dad YOU replaced the radiator... the temperature wasnt even hot

Dad: are you safe...

Me: thanks for asking me NOW if i'm safe....

ok it really didnt go like that but its kinda how i remember it ... anyways the point is that EVERYONE i talked to asked me the SAME questions haha so the next few people i called... bonnie lauri gammy i just blurted out the answers before they could ask... kinda sounded like this

Me: ok i'm stuck on the side of the road my car just shut off while i was drive i made it to the shoulder i'm not blocking traffic yes i have gas no it didnt overheat the temperature gauge was on cool and the radiator is new yes i'm ok a little cold but ok and greg is on his way to pick me up... (breathing heavy from saying it all in one breath) 

so then they understood the whole situation and knew i just wanted to talk to someone

so anyways 30 mins later greg pulls up i walk in 42" of snow (exageration) and get in his truck he takes me home as soon as i get home i strip down from all my wet clothes (whistles not needed here) and get into warm clothes climb on to the couch under my afgan that my g-ma moore made me and snuggle with my cat... 

THEN!!!! i had to call all 42 people back that i called while sitting in my car to let them know i was home safe.. THEN i made chocolate chip cookies... which were amazing... then i watched some quality TV (NCIS The Mentalist & Without a Trace) 

THEN i went to bed

Whew... my story is done... but this is my life story once it all starts going good something bad HAS to happen to mess it all up... thank you who ever is pulling the strings of my life for doing that.... its going to make a GREAT book someday!

OH! and i'm going to take pictures when we go get it towed so i'll post them here K? K!