Something down a Different Path!

today i wanted to write something funny because it seems like everyone is down in the dumps... so i'm going to share a few stories with you that keep me laughing through all the rough spots

i would first like to point out... that yes my hair is brown NOT blonde contrary to MANY peoples beliefs... i just have a slight ditzy clutzy side to me! lol so please enjoy!

We'll start with something fresh that happened to Bonnie and I while visiting her place of employment... McDonalds!

Ok a little history... Bonnie is a shift manager at the local McDonalds near her house. There is a sweet boy there... named... well i forget his name... so we'll call him Willis... Well willis has a crush on dear ol bonnie... and doesnt exactly know how to deal with it. so charles (another fabricated name) tells willis to ask her out on a date. Well one day Bonnie and her sister nikke and i decide to go to target while we're there and we became hungry. Mcdonalds was the closest resturant that was cheap haha so we decided to go there. while we are there willis decides to come out into the dining room and talk to us asking bonnie if she's single (she said yes even though she wasnt) so we stayed probably for about an hour talking to her co-workers eating our food and what not and willis never got up enough courage to ask bonnie on this date he was thinking about. BUT dont worry he gets the courage to ask something haha! As we're getting ready to leave... Nikke and I are walking out Bonnie is behind me i hear willis ask bonnie this...

Willis: so bonnie you like being sing?

Bonnie: uhh yeah i can have fun that way

Willis: well if you ever get sick of it which i know you will because it sucks then i can help you out with that

at this point i'm pratically peeing my pants RUNNING out of the door Bonnie said something or other to him and came jolting out yelling at us to calm down he's a nice boy... yeah he's a nice boy he wants to help you with your being single problem haha the rest of the night i just kept asking bonnie if i could help her with being single! lol still to this day i bring it up everyonce in a while just to rub it in! haha... oh and she never did go on the date with him

Ok so that story reminded me of this one... haha

one time back when i was with Rich-nerd and we were living in eastgate woods we went to McDonalds on a saturday morning. Not the same mcdonalds.... a different one.. haha... Well we ordered our breakfast waited FOREVER to get it. when they finally gave me the bag... i didnt check it... i just drove away and back home. when we got home and rich-nerd dumped out the bag to get his food and leave mine of the floor (he always did this by the way... jerk...) we come to find out they gave us a bag full of coffee ground... just the silver little bags full of coffee grounds that they were planning on putting in their little coffee maker to make someone some deliciously good mcdonalds coffee haha... so we got back into the car drove BACK to mcdonalds walked in and gave them the coffee the manager started laughing and showed everyone in the place the mistake and gave me a free coffee hahaha

ok this next story has NOTHING to do with the rest BUT its still funny haha

so back in 2004 i moved to cincinnati to attend the university here in this great city. i moved into siddall dorm and had a corner room by the elevator. Now if you've never been in a dorm the corner rooms are ALWAYS bigger and being by the elevator is great because after a long night of drinking 4 flights of stairs is unbearable and the elevator ride will most definitly make you throw up so your room is right there and instead of running all the way down the hall to the bathroom where EVERYONE here's the echoing of your dry heaving gaging sounds you are in the comfort of your own room!  No daddy i have no experience with this... please skip the the next story... thanks! anyways now that my dad is gone. one of the first nights i drank with tara we were on the way back from Jeremys frat house with CJ and there were some cute little skater boys skate boarding near our dorm. Drunk me decides to talk to them... so tara and CJ leave me there to talk to these boys... thanks tara! and as i'm talking to them they start lecturing me about how drinking is bad and its against gods way and that they can save me if i just quit drinking and go to church with them.... i ran away... far away... so i get back to the dorm... DONT HAVE A KEY TO GET IN!!! thanks tara... and have to wait for someone else who does have a key to the door to let me in.... when i finally do get into the dorm i look at the stairs.... turn around and head for the elevator... luckily i only live in the 4th floor or else i woulda spewed junks in the elevator HAHA but i make it back to the room and start throwing up... thanks tara.. haha... by the time she comes back with CJ i'm wandering around my room in my underwear wrapped in my blanket... the best part is i was throwing up in my trashcan on my bed... and the trash can was MESH so the puke needless to say.. .DIDNt stay in the trash can and i had to buy myself a new comforter... thanks again tara... HAHAHA

i know for a fact there's plenty of more funny stories... especially from the dorms... like little legs dangling off the bunk bed not being able to reach the desk so just falling onto the ground or the laser beam and screaming mother f-er out the window... skateboarding down the halls and putting gold fish in the toilets... ahh such good times and those are just in the dorm! imagine what i remember from high school and after the dorm life... more will be soon to come i promise!!!

Stress Level to a Minimum PLEASE!

Wow so we've had really bad weather this week like 9" of snow and 1" of ice. I havent been to work in 2 days because of it, so yesterday Billy and I cleaned off Gammy's car and my car to get them out and move able to try and get to work today and what not. So I hung out with Billy most the day which is always fun... he's really funny and easy to talk to. And he's going to hang out with Bonnie, Justin, and myself tomorrow night so that should be fun. But we went to go pick up Bonnie and go to the grocery store. Meijer was a lot of fun we were all kinda running around everywhere trying to get everying in a short amount of time... i was out of breath when i left that place! haha. OH! and the HOTTEST woman EVER helped up with our coupons! haha Billy really enjoyed looking at her!

After grocery shopping Gammy and Suzie made chilli and while we were waiting for that to cook Bonnie decided she wanted to write a little note to billy telling him to ask me out on a date... he refused and was just being a jerk about it. Bonnie didnt even mean it seriously and I dont even like billy! haha so then things got real awkward so i went in my room and texted bonnie and told her to stop because it was making me mad haha it was like high school ALL OVER AGAIN... 

so Billy and Bonnie felt bad and drew me a picture it was real cute... a man with boobs lol he was fishing and had a picnic and billy made me hang it up on my wall... its still there ;)

Billy and his mom and sister left about 8:30 and I took Bonnie home shortly after that. And when i got home and got my shower sat down on my bed for some reason my hopes were really down i got really depressed and i tried to reach out to some friends just to talk and forget about all the negativity that was in my head and no one was there... bonnie was asleep anthony was ignoring me practically and stefano never gets on that late... so i was left by myself in the dark or so it felt but i took a few sleeping pills cause i know my head and when i'm in that mood there is no sleep in my future and i passed out till 8am. when i woke up i really didnt think about much except my drive to work because it was going to be bad...

the roads were not even cleared yet. miami township is absolutely ridiculous the roads were backed up because of accidents on the highway. it usually takes me 20 mins to get to work and this morning it took me an hour

but once i got here to work i started to stress about last night AGAIN! so i got on AOL and started talk to my two biggest saviors... Bonnie Bonnie and Stefano... they are great help to my outlook on life... bonnie is the person that says its ok it will get better not everyone will be perfect dont set to high of standards... which makes me realized the reality of it all... and stefano just threatens to kick everyones ass haha so they both know exactly what to say to get me grounded back on my feet and my head held up high looking in the right direction and ready to step ahead... thanks guys... love ya!

My Minds Un-Weaving

todays blog will be about.............. ugh i dont know... let me think for awhile

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haha i have an idea... there is this song called ... it ends tonight by all american rejects that i just LOVE i'm going to post the lyrics... THEN i'm going to TRY and tell you what i think they mean.... or in other words what they mean to me.... k? k!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight
Won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better than I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right,
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight, just a little insight
Won't make this right, it's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight,
Tonight,
Insight,
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

and there's the video... ok...

this song to me is about someone that you love very deeply but for some reason or another have to 

let them go.. they are suffocating you... or something other than that that has forced a situation upon

yourself to seperate from from the person cut ties and move one... this person is really hard to

please you try and try to give them everything they want but its just never enough... in the chorus i 

think he's talking about finally being done with the struggle of being with that person... the second

verse is about falling away from that person and they start seeing things about you that they had

no clue you even possesed. things they may not like but you have no reason to explain anything to

them because you no longer belong together. best line of the whole song...

"now i'm on my own side... its better than being on your side"

and at the end of the song he's putting this all together and understands... that... when darkness

turns to light... it ends tonight....

Life time Friends

Quick post about life time friends. today i helped tara and bob move out of there house and move everything into storage. after 8 hours of moving boxes and other horrible items we went to roosters a restaurant right by my house and drank some beer and ate some food and told some stories we've all heard a million times. i love these times with my friends because it reminds me all that i've been through with them and without them they will always be there for me. i go through my ups and downs with tara but i'll always love her she's done more for me than anyone (even her) will ever know

i got to hang out with good friends derrick eli cody purdy and harry as well today which was good for the soul they are some of the funniest guys i know they keep us all entertained while trying to move 4 trailer loads full of stuff and a big uhaul might i say... IN THE SNOW! it was horribly cold but eli gave me his gloves so at least my hands were warm!!! thanks eli

other than that tonight i'm spending time with gammy her sister and neices and nephews who are around my age so that should be fun they are an interesting bunch always funny stories, most of which arnt true, but still funny.

and tomorrow is back to the normal routine of work and eat and sleep but next weekend i'm hoping to go home and see my daddy... cause i miss him... love you daddy

this is why i'm best friends with her... i'm pleased to introduce to you my BEST FRIEND!!!! TTTAAAARRRAAAA GGGAAARRRIIISSSOOONNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Inauguration 2009

Ok so this is suppose to be like you know HISTORY like everyone is saying... quite frankly... being republican... i'm sick of it, i'm sick of all the commercials all the performers everything all most all being black... i dont know if i'm just seeing that or if it is really true but its how i feel...

AND i heard someone say today on the news that obama wasnt elected because he was black and i find that to be a crock of shit... onlly because any speech that i heard obama make was full of those hopeful words you know change and hope and power and trust... but he never said anything he was gonna do to makes those hopeful words come true... i think alot of these democrats are going to be so surprised when obama gets into office and does alot of things he either said he wasnt going to do or just never said during any of these speeches he has made.

so i'm home today from work watching this inauguration bologna and i just heard about the car that obama is riding it... it is a freakin tank... it comes with machine guns night vision cameras and doors that belong on a freakin airplane...

ohhh what a day this i will be

Brand New YEAR!

HELLO 2009!!!! i'm so happy to see you.... no really I am... This year is going to be GREAT in the life of Megan Elizabeth Moore... I will be working alot on my thesis... which is on a medium scale retail development in norwalk ohio... which is my home town... woop woop go norwalk!!!... anyways... so i will probably be going to norwalk alot over the next year which is also good because my family is there and i will get to see them more often.

Lets talk about my family... wanna? they are the highlight of my family especially my 3 yr old niece Erin Michelle... or as uncle dave says it... Erin Michelle Erin Michelle Erin Michelle (you have to say it 3 times cause she's so cute) she is just a wonderful child always laughing smiling and caring about others... I dont think i've EVER seen this child throw even the slightest temper tantrum... ahem... i'm kidding although alot of the times she is smilling... most of it is because she is plotting some spectacular event to get away with something she's done wrong... dont get me wrong she's a good kid... good... but evil... just ask her honey

ahh yes on to Honey (my dad aka grandpa honey) he has to be the most important person in my life right now... and of course he's married to Kimmy his wifey and my wonderful step mother (is this enough sucking up guys?!) no really they are great. With my most recent events that have overturned my life they both were there for me even though they were 200 miles away and i thank them a billion times over for that (now i'm done sucking up)

my sister is awesome too she deals with alot of my crap if i'm in a grumpy mood i usually call her and take it out on her because she's the only one to actually listen to my bullshit and then tell me i'm being stupid and to snap out of it! haha thats why i love her and why she's one of my best friends oh and because she popped out like the BEST kid EVER!!!!!

on to friends.... Bekki Salamon has been there for me through everything when i lived in cleveland she took care of me... taught me out to be poor and still eat! haha and tought me out to cook which is one thing we love doing together! one day i hope to open a bed and breakfast with her somewhere in this lovely country either cleveland or massachusetts or something but when that happens it will be the COOLEST B&B you'll ever go to i SWEAR!

Tara Garrison has been my best friend for about 5 years now we have had our ups and downs but she is probably one of the few people that know me inside and out... its rather scary actually! she is getting ready to graduate from college and is super stoked about it and i am for her as well she's dating an amazing guy, derrick, and he's so good to her and good for her i'm happy for them

bonnie is a newly found best friend we are exactly a like... in some ways and totally opposite in others! kinda fit together i guess she's just so much fun to hang out with and laugh with and just forget about all the horrible things that are happening in the world (the innauguration tomorrow) i hope we stay friends for a long time she was there for me even though she didnt know it and anytime she needs me i'll be there for her

ok this has been all about people that are so happy and wonderful and i lvoe them so much but obviously if you've caught on 2008 hasnt been the best year for me.  At the beginning of the year i was engaged to whom i thought was the man (boy) of my dreams we were living together in cincinnati he was working i was working and going to school. well that somewhere along the year he fell out of love with me and without telling me this started seeing people behind my back. he fell in love with one of the girls he was seeing and he left me for her... well he never left me i kicked him out of our apartment after i found some incriminating emails and we both just kind of assumed it was over.  which it was... its still kind of a touchy subject... he was my first love and losing him in such a manner is terrifying and horrible but one of my close friends and i were talking one inebrated night at taras house after richie and i were over... and i just kept asking him why this was happening to me... and he said something that stuck with me more than anything anyone else has said he said "god only puts you through things that he KNOWS you can handle... so i know you can handle this megan" 

(wow brought a tear to my just thinking about it) i have lived through that saying ever since that night and it has helped me a billion times over... when i'm really down and upset about the whole thing i just think about what he said and realize that its ok and it will get better ... and guess what IT HAS!!!!

up until a week ago i was still talking to richie... not ever day but at least once a week he's like a drug and i was HIGHLY addicted to him. but i found out last week that he is now engaged to this girl he left me for and he says he's happy and wants to spend the rest of his life with her (even though 6 months ago he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me) this just shows me how immature he really is which is mostly painful because i fell into his trap a billion times over and over again and i still do to this day think about him multiple times a day... think about the good times and the bad... but mostly i try to think about how he IS NOT that person anymore so no matter how much i want it back or want him back it will never happen because he is not the same person

i've learned alot of life lessons this year... which is good... but painful... i've learned that life is like the corkscrew at cedar point and sometimes when you go around those curves... the ride stalls at the top and your entire life falls out of the car and scatters all over the ground... and it takes a lot to pick up those pieces and sometimes you feel like your picking them up all by yourself and then you look up wipe away the tears from your eyes so you can see clearly and you see all of your friends and family right there beside you handing you your shit gather it into one big pile to put back in the roller coaster car... only to get back in once its all picked up to go back up that hill and around that curve where it all falls out again... sometimes its worse than others

=) 

here is the new me in 2009!!