Stress Level to a Minimum PLEASE!

Wow so we've had really bad weather this week like 9" of snow and 1" of ice. I havent been to work in 2 days because of it, so yesterday Billy and I cleaned off Gammy's car and my car to get them out and move able to try and get to work today and what not. So I hung out with Billy most the day which is always fun... he's really funny and easy to talk to. And he's going to hang out with Bonnie, Justin, and myself tomorrow night so that should be fun. But we went to go pick up Bonnie and go to the grocery store. Meijer was a lot of fun we were all kinda running around everywhere trying to get everying in a short amount of time... i was out of breath when i left that place! haha. OH! and the HOTTEST woman EVER helped up with our coupons! haha Billy really enjoyed looking at her!

After grocery shopping Gammy and Suzie made chilli and while we were waiting for that to cook Bonnie decided she wanted to write a little note to billy telling him to ask me out on a date... he refused and was just being a jerk about it. Bonnie didnt even mean it seriously and I dont even like billy! haha so then things got real awkward so i went in my room and texted bonnie and told her to stop because it was making me mad haha it was like high school ALL OVER AGAIN... 

so Billy and Bonnie felt bad and drew me a picture it was real cute... a man with boobs lol he was fishing and had a picnic and billy made me hang it up on my wall... its still there ;)

Billy and his mom and sister left about 8:30 and I took Bonnie home shortly after that. And when i got home and got my shower sat down on my bed for some reason my hopes were really down i got really depressed and i tried to reach out to some friends just to talk and forget about all the negativity that was in my head and no one was there... bonnie was asleep anthony was ignoring me practically and stefano never gets on that late... so i was left by myself in the dark or so it felt but i took a few sleeping pills cause i know my head and when i'm in that mood there is no sleep in my future and i passed out till 8am. when i woke up i really didnt think about much except my drive to work because it was going to be bad...

the roads were not even cleared yet. miami township is absolutely ridiculous the roads were backed up because of accidents on the highway. it usually takes me 20 mins to get to work and this morning it took me an hour

but once i got here to work i started to stress about last night AGAIN! so i got on AOL and started talk to my two biggest saviors... Bonnie Bonnie and Stefano... they are great help to my outlook on life... bonnie is the person that says its ok it will get better not everyone will be perfect dont set to high of standards... which makes me realized the reality of it all... and stefano just threatens to kick everyones ass haha so they both know exactly what to say to get me grounded back on my feet and my head held up high looking in the right direction and ready to step ahead... thanks guys... love ya!